I haven’t been able to complete my food diary in the last few days. It’s just a blatant, enormous, undeniable reminder of what a failure I am.
I know for many people 300/400 calories a day isn’t much but my demon tells me differently.
It’s way too much.
I can’t even write the things inside my head. It’s too much for anyone to read really.
I have sharpie marked on my thighs to indicate how far up my thigh I can put my fingers round to measure and my fingers will meet.
I have such a long way to go and it’s dark.
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