Thursday 9 November 2017

This cannot be for ever

I want to feel alive without relying on venlafaxine. 
I want to be able to eat whatever I fancy. Today I had 7/8 celebrations chocolates at work, they obviously taste nice but is eating them worth it when I can’t let myself eat anything else for the rest of the day? 
I can’t live my whole life only being able to eat 300 calories a day. 
I want to be rid of the guilt, the disgust and the mental torture. 
I want to be able to put on a brave face for more than one day in a row.

I want my life to be real again. 





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