I don’t feel as if I’ve made much of a relationship with my therapist yet, which I know, naturally takes time.
The medication I take has dulled my urges for suicide and self harm, which is a relief and a positive. But in other aspects my laxative and diet tablet consumption has increased by quite a lot.
My weight continues to go up and down between its usual perimeters, continues to make me feel sick, continues to dictate my life.
People ask me am I looking forward to continuing my degree? Am I ready to go back? ...I’m not really sure of the answer, but it’s definitely not yes.
I know I need time to heal but it isn’t happening, and I don’t want to carry on with anything or do anything.
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